Have You Ever

Have you ever felt alone in life,

Felt no-one cared for you?

Or been out with a group of friends,

And felt alone then too?

Have you ever had a broken heart,

You felt couldn't be repaired?

Or tried to touch somebody with your words,

But knew nobody cared?

Have you ever needed good advice,

But were too afraid to call?

Or felt separated from the world,

Surrounded by a brick wall?

Have you ever been asked about your future,

And said you couldn't care less?

Or tried to pick up the pieces but,

They make just one giant mess?

Have you ever felt so confused,

That you couldn't even cry?

Have you ever felt so damn depressed;

Have you ever wished to die?

A Promise To You

You are wonderful to me,

I'm glad you are my friend.

Hopefully forever,

Until the end.

You make me feel special,

With all that you do.

It makes me feel so lucky,

Everytime I'm around you.

You are there for me,

Through the good and bad.

It makes me happy,

Like I could never be sad.

I just want to thank you,

For everything you do.

I promise someday,

I'll do the same for you.

A single teardrop rolls down my cheek

I don't make a move to push it away

I look at the picture in my hand

It's a picture from when we both were happy

My heart is breaking and I'm afraid

I am not strong enough to deal with this

I feel my tears roll down my face

And I count them as they fall on the picture

The picture becomes blurry as I cry

Your face becomes a burned in memory

I think back to the good old days

And a single teardrop becomes a million and one.

Causing me to stay

Yet everyday I see

Those long bony fingers

Beckoning me

To go to those that linger

They are trapped in a world

Where nothing yet everything is real

You can touch

Yet you can not feel

Not to those who live

Normal happy lives

But to those who threaten

Their bodies with a knife

Everyday I hope

That death is not the way

For I fear that in this world

Is where I'm meant to stay

Someday it'll be over

And I'll get out of this hell

I'll pick myself up

From where I once fell

I lie in a pile of daisies, thinking of you.

I pull one out and hold it close to my heart,

Wishing you were here.

The flowers delicately touch my face.

The cool breeze feels good in the warm sun.

I pull a petal.

I whisper into the wind, he loves me.

I lay the flower on the ground,

Not wanting to pull another.

I knew...

The only important thing is,

I love you

I must awaken

From the dream

I live everyday

The dream

I call life

This can't be real

People say life is fun

But I see no fun

I see Pain Hurt Sadness

I wish for a moment

To live someone else's life

Experience their joy

I know many must feel the same

But I'm just tired

Of living this dream

I must wake up

Reclaim the happiness That the dream

Has stolen.

As I look beyond the heartacke,

My tears begin to fade.

When I begin to to get past my fears,

I beggin to live again.

But you see,

it's hard to do.

Once your heart is broken,

Your whole life begins to fade.

Wondering apon the heavens,

Will thi ever end?

The pain it never ends,

but it will lessen in time.

When the road is long,

and the sund is hot.

Remember someones got your back.

Some how that thought doesn't help.

And you fade deepe into the night.

Forgetting olook begond the acke.

The father down you sink.

Beond the waves.

I hear your cry,

I reach out my hand to you,

But you turn away in fear.

Crashing in the waves you lose control.

Water fills your nose,

Breathing in,

Is a death.

Your lungs ar full,

To the bottom you lie.

Your pain has lead you astray.

Because of your hurt.

You would not reach.

Do you know that I care?

That I will always be there?]

I try to cheer you up when your dowm

To take away that cute little frown

I pick you up when you fall

To say hi in the hall

But sometimes the words just wont come out

And that makes me want to shout

You are definatly my best friend

See, I just cant help but pretend

Cant you see that your the one for me

Your the only one that makes me happy

But I'm so scared to tell you how I feel

I just want love from you that is real

Queen of hearts

Darkness found

Peaceful existance

Hopeless fright

Lover of hate

Fearful delight

All hell in one bottle

Morning come with in

An hour

Demons to rocks they flee

Lie not awake

Still lost in slumber

With queen still holding

Nightly court

Panicked dreams flood in

Bloody Lepricans

Tearful fairys

Sleep through tomorrow

Cold sweet break in

Smash hells bottle

With one angry punch

never think

hurts too bad

all thoughts have been the same

yet never familar

must. run. now.

hold me...protect me...that's what i want...

but wait--the curtian falls again...

darkness..

Finding Myself

This is my cloud,

but not for long.

I am sick to my stomach,

yet not a soul cares.

I am hurting inside

Can't anyone see

I am longing to find whats inside of me.

Dark, dangerous, full of fears,

that is why I shed these tears.

Strong powerful, full of might

finally I have found my light.

I have found myself above a cloud,

with my ability to be proud

I am myself, and that is all

I just stand there

Staring at the sky

I try to believe I'm fine

Unti I start to cry

I try to stop myself

Before I let it show

For all my hurts and pains

This world mustn't know

I want to find a way

Out of this dark alley

But everyday I see myself

Falling down a steeper valley

I want a way out

Maybe death is the only way

You are the only thing